Sentiments

A compilation of some of the songs I made and the story behind each and every one of it. Just press the PLAY button and you will be redirected to the very song if you wish to hear it.
Heartaches, mistakes, friendship, aspirations. Boring stuff to others but major highlights to an individual. Of course, other people close to you or those with soft heart may be able to sympathize to what you really feel, but only few can actually give you empathy. Some songs in here are made as I looked through others' eyes. Close friends, in fact, so it wasn't hard for me to empathize.

"If men could only know each other, they would neither hate nor idolize." This is quite true. Laugh if you may to whatever you find lacking within my creation, but be informed that these are not created merely for your entertainment, for these songs are real emotions and experience captured through music. So for those that would listen to the songs and read the contents of this blog, keep in mind that these are fragments of who I am, and who I was. My heart put in a song... each beat harmonized to create a rhythm.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

DESEO SECRETO (Secret Desire)



DESEO SECRETO
(Secret Desire)

This is a song about a relationship that's illicit or improper. No matter how hard these two people hide their feelings, they seem to arrive to the point wherein the passion they feel cannot be contained anymore. As they continue to feel the fire burning within, the more this hidden desire wants to lash out.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

PINAASA



PINAASA

...bakit nga ba ang pag-ibig ay ganito, kung sino ang nagmamahal siya ang ginagago?
Ang puso kong ito laging nasusugatan, ang buhay ko unti-unting nababawasan.
Di ko na alam pano makakatakas sa gapos ko sa'yong tila walang wakas...
Ako'y nakatingin ngayon sa may taas,
natuyo nang luha sa mukha mababakas
Ang sakit sa puso ng iyong iginawa iniwan mo sa isang sulok nakatunganga

Hinihintay pagbabalik mo sa bawat sandali,
Pangarap ko parati'y makasama kang muli
Bakit nga bang hirap mong ibigin,
Hanap ko lang naman sayo'y konting pagtingin...

Please ako'y iyong tulungan...
Ako ba sayo'y isang laruan?
Are you just a fake?
Is this a mistake?
I don't know...
But I love you...
But... I ain't sure.

Bakit ba parati mong pinapaasa?
Pagkatao ko ba para sayo'y basura?
Siguro naman mayroong karapatan
Ang tunay na pag-ibig aking maramdaman
Sa tagal ng panahon na di makalaya
Please give me a chance na ako ay lumigaya
Ngayon, kung di ako ang iyong mahal,
Sabihin na agad nang di na magtagal

Hindi yung ganito ginagawa mong YOYO
Nakatali sa iyo, lalapit, lalayo
Mistulang laruan, kung saan ka masaya
Walang kibo, susunod na lang basta


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

HARANA



HARANA

Uso pa ba ang harana?
Marahil ikaw ay nagtataka
Sino ba 'tong mukhang gago?
Nagkandarapa sa pagkanta
At nasisintunado sa kaba

Meron pang dalang mga rosas suot nama'y
Maong na kupas
At nariyan pa ang barkada
Nakaporma naka barong sa awiting daig pa minus one at sing along

Puno ang langit ng bituin
At kay lamig pa ng hangin
Sa'yong tingin akoy nababaliw giliw
At sa awitin kong ito
Sana'y maibigan mo
Ibubuhos ko ang buong puso ko
Sa isang munting harana para sayo

Hindi ba't parang isang sine
Isang pelikulang romantiko
Hindi ba't ikaw ang bidang artista at ako ay iyong leading-man
Sa istoryang nagwawakas sa pagibig na wagas

Puno ang langit ng bituin
At kay lamig pa ng hangin
Sa'yong tingin akoy nababaliw giliw
At sa awitin kong ito
Sana'y maibigan mo
Ibubuhos ko ang buong puso ko
Sa isang munting harana para sayo



Wednesday, January 12, 2011

WELCOME TO MY LIFE



WELCOME TO MY LIFE

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like...

Monday, January 10, 2011

RUNAWAY



RUNAWAY

Graffiti decorations
Under the sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learned were never true

Now I find myself in question
They point the finger at me again
Guilty by association
You point the finger at me again

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true

Friday, January 7, 2011

NUMB



NUMB

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Thursday, January 6, 2011

DENHS



HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS

A song we made reminiscent of our high school and after it...
the friendship created that lasts even through this classroom we call LIFE.

"We're gonna keep it up until we can reach the sky...
and we ain't gonna stop till we can brightly shine.
Just like the stars above, together we will try.
This is what we love.
We'll make it... YOU and I."